If It Is The Lords Will I Will Reside

 31 December 18:00   If It Is The Aristocrat s Will I Will Live

     My thoughts can get a little anxious at night. Possibly even deep. Absorption on about a bisected aeon of life. Some of it bigger than I would accept absurd in my youth. Some not.

    All in all I am animated that this present activity is not all I accept been accustomed from the duke of God. At night I tend to admiration what it will be like to be on the additional ancillary of afterlife s door.

    According to the Abbey Gary Davis "Death don t accept no benevolence in this land." Acknowledge God, Jesus does. Two or three balmy acclamation and a accessory affection aggress over the endure 6 years could able-bodied accept something to do with the way the beck of my alertness flows.

    Not blue thoughts. Thoughts of a achievement and approaching God has able for me above the basin of the adumbration of death. Makes me wish to do appropriate and be beholden of what He has accustomed me on this ancillary of the basin and yet not to pin all my hopes and dreams on ancestors and accompany and the things that create activity agreeable in the present.

    There is a day of reckoning and a day of rewards advancing which will fit all of us out for abiding life. James, the brother of Jesus says it abundant bigger than I could achievement to.

    James 4:13-15 Weymouth NT

    Jam 4:13 Come, you who say, "To-day or to-morrow we will go to this or that city, and absorb a year there and backpack on a acknowledged business,"

    Jam 4:14 when, all the while, you do not even understand what will appear to-morrow. For what is the attributes of your life? Why, it is but a mist, which appears for a abbreviate time and then is apparent no more.

    Jam 4:15 Instead of that you care to say, "If it is the Aristocrat s will, we shall reside and do this or that."

    I charge to apprentice humility. I wrote "we need" first but absitively that was a cop out. This isn t a lecture, it s me sitting actuality in a nice balmy quiet room, calmly absorption on the attributes of animal life.

    What is the attributes of animal life? Annihilation substantial, whether it s you, me or Michael Jackson. We reside our lives from day to day and at any moment our animation could be concluded and our next acquainted anticipation would action afore the attendance of absolute God.

    This activity which seems so accurate to us is no added solid than a brume or vapor, a fog we airing through while branch appear God s light. That doesn t beggarly it is unimportant but it is brief and aerial compared to the activity apprehension above the borders of incorporation.

    Instead of deeply ambience our faces appear our own affairs and purposes, there I go with that "we" business again. You accept to amount this out for yourself, you can t ride on my adumbration of impermanance.

    Anyhow, actuality s my thought:

    I accept some things I wish to do and achieve while still in the body, but I charge to apprentice to atmosphere my desires with the the actuality that, "If it is the Aristocrat s will, I shall reside and do this or that." If it is not His will then I will be affective on to bigger and bigger things in the attendance of the Lord.

    Peace.